“God, bring comfort and peace. Peace is your essence. Peace is your name. Bring peace to our family who has lost their precious child in death.We come to you, God because we know that you sorrow, and are acquainted with grief. You too have endured the loss of a child. You empathize.We can’t help but ask, “Why?” Forgive our insistence, our confusion, even our anger. We believe that you are just, and we ache to understand how this tragic death is an expression of that justice, how it expresses your love. We also know – in our minds at least – that you seldom answer the “why?” question. We press you, but on these matters you are mostly silent.What we ask instead is “how?” How can we move forward? How can this bring us together and not tear us apart? How can we now live under the shadow of this untimely death? Answer this prayer with your comfort and guidance.There is no way to remove the pain. The grief is real. The only sanity is to know, to believe, in a life beyond with you, when all the scales are righted and the sufferings are made good. We trust you and your promise that while this child’s life on earth is done, his life beyond has just begun. With that release we lose him and let him go into your arms, then by faith receive in return the boundless comfort of your presence. That is all, that is enough. In Jesus.”
I do believe God has been silent when I have asked “why”?
But I will remain steadfast in asking God “how”? I want to know how we will all go on without Ethan? How we will find comfort in the midst of our pain? And how can I receive peace from this tragedy, begin to heal and stop being angry? I pray God will give my family and I guidance and peace. I want God to heal my heart so I can lean not on my own understanding but trust in him and him alone. This journey will be hard, my nights are much tougher than my days but in him alone I know I can make it through. God has always shown us the way and I know you always will.
But I will remain steadfast in asking God “how”? I want to know how we will all go on without Ethan? How we will find comfort in the midst of our pain? And how can I receive peace from this tragedy, begin to heal and stop being angry? I pray God will give my family and I guidance and peace. I want God to heal my heart so I can lean not on my own understanding but trust in him and him alone. This journey will be hard, my nights are much tougher than my days but in him alone I know I can make it through. God has always shown us the way and I know you always will.
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